How Can I Forgive This.

How can I forgive you when u abonden me again. I hate you. i wish you go to hell. i shall keep my promise that never back to see u and ur son. i can' forgive u. never, ever! you don't deserve to be a mother. i curse u will never find the way you wanna go to. you will always come full the circle living in a poor live. i curse you bitch. You will never find the peace to relieve you broken heart, just as i do.